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    I left...

    I left my abusive boyfriend of 13 years. I served him with a protection order. In some ways it feels freeing but I am terrified. When ever I get a knock at my door or my dog barks I freeze panic courses through me. I see him coming in to my home in those moments beating or killing me and taking our son. When will I ever feel safe again? I am still in denial about a lot of the abuse and to tell you the truth I don't remember it because I just shut down. Yet I feel so alone and sad. I miss him. I feel like I am a bad person in this situation. I am so ashamed.

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    Hi Youngrr

    I am sorry you went thorough this experience. I am happy to hear you decided to get out of it. Nothing to be ashamed about it. It is so normal to have a range of emotions. You may want to try to call the crisis line or chat with them online about getting counseling to talk things out. It will help in some ways to find some support. And always be safe as you can.

    Here if you need me!

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