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    10-31-2017, 08:56 AM
    Purple started a thread No support. Desperate in Guests
    I don't know where else to turn. I keep coming to support groups and forums because since it happened almost 9 years ago (it will be 9 years in late December), I've had no real support. I've had different types of therapy, hypnotherapy, meds... What I really needed was justice. I told the police, but they dropped the case. It never made it to court. I was branded a "liar" due to that, I was harassed and assaulted twice for "daring" to report it to the police. Apparently I had "ruined his life". Doesn't look too ruined to me!!!!! He's out there happily living it up and I'm now a recluse in my own home, too afraid to go out. I haven't left the house properly since 2012 when I was last assaulted (beaten) by him in a public park. I have violent panic attacks if I go up my street! I've since found out he is now working a 4-5 min walk away from my home. He knows where I live. Neighbours have seen him up our street and recognise him from when he broke into our house once, months before he raped me. I really do not feel safe. Police again will not do anything (I'm in England so no surprise there! Our police are awful.) and nobody wants to help me. I'm so scared and I can't live like this anymore. I'm desperate to get him put away. He's intimidating me on purpose I know he is! That's what he's like. I was a teenager when he abused me and raped me. He was MY AGE!!!! I can't understand why he's free. Every day it's all that's on my mind, and I'm feeling afraid and lost, with no help. Pretty soon I think I will give up altogether. I can't live like this anymore.
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