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  • weepingwillow's Avatar
    01-18-2018, 08:24 PM
    weepingwillow replied to a thread * SUI Suicidal thoughts in Guests
    :rs sorry to hear that you are struggling so much. I can relate to a lot of what you said. Being and feeling abandoned makes me feel sui. I'm sorry that someone promised to stay by your side and took off. That would be exceptionally hard for me to cope with. Not much useful to say really. Glad to hear you are managing to hang on. Totally understand frustration with your sui friend, but I also know what it's like to feel like everyone is better off without you around. Very common for people feeling sui in general. I hope coming here and talking helps you get a better grip on that string. :hug if ok
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  • Jobriel's Avatar
    01-18-2018, 08:08 PM
    Jobriel replied to a thread * SUI Suicidal thoughts in Guests
    I'm sorry they left. I know how painful that is and how devastating it can feel. Please keep fighting for yourself. You called this a wave, and that is how I have been thinking of things lately too. I try to remind myself that I am not the wave. I may not be able to stop the wave, but I can remember that I am separate from it, and it will pass.
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  • Kiel_Farren's Avatar
    01-18-2018, 04:09 PM
    Kiel_Farren replied to a thread * SUI Suicidal thoughts in Guests
    Another depressed, suicidal friend telling me to just forget about them, walking away when we need to support each other, when we need to fight this together to stay alive... 'you're better off without me' no, I'm not, and you KNOW I'm not, you know how afraid I was of being left alone, you heard me cry at night when others left my side, how can you pretend that this is for me? But I can't force them to stay, I can't make someone motivated, I don't have the strength to fight.
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